Hey Guys!
So I'm a first time blogger and I have no clue what i'm doing butt i guess i needed to turn somewhere and this is wher i chose!
so lately i havent been doing too well in school
i mean my grades are okay but they arent where they should be and i KNOW i can do better
i feel like i try so hard all the time to get high grades but it hardly happens or well it used to happen but lately my grades have not made me happy, i feel like most of my friends dont work as hard as i do and half the time i feel like everything comes so easy to them and i wonder why cant that happen to me, ill admit im a very jealous person, not in relationships or anything of that sort, but jealous of others grades and how well they are doing
im very very competitive and this competition is what drives me in school but i hate the feeling i hate that im competitve and i hate tht im jealous its not a pleasant feeling and i honestly want to let go of this jealously but i have no clue wher to start or how
i feel bad wen i dont want my friends to do as well as me ..i konw tht makes me sound horrible but thts wat comes along with my competitive behaviours
anywayss i have class now :( ttyl my fellow bloggers
